tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54588153381282072652024-03-05T15:28:38.294+08:00Cause I'm no superman, I hope you love me as I am.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.comBlogger51125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-70754281503255901962011-12-25T03:36:00.002+08:002011-12-25T03:51:45.440+08:00无语。。。It just seem like we're no longer that close anymore... And truthfully, I really miss the past; times where we could talk the whole night long, sharing of stuffs basically anything, playing games together, getting punished together, going out together, teasing each other, supper at late night etc. Of course, many more to go... I mean... after all we've been spending 19 years++ together.<br /><br />Shucks. It just damage me, knowing we've nothing much to talk nowadays. Ever since you have entered the army force, we've been seeing each other less, let alone get a chance to speak. This is where the most important part comes in. I hate it. I hate the fact that we're growing up. I hate the fact that we can't be childish anymore. I mean... I really miss those fun times. I miss spending time with you, with mom, with sis, with everyone in the family. And sometimes I could just bury myself in the bed, feeling so empty. Since when did I became this empty? It just seems like I couldn't be bothered with any feelings anymore. Or more like, I don't feel anything anymore.<br /><br />I chance upon a quote recently, 'While you're growing up, don't forget your parents are growing old too." Mom has given birth to us twin at a late age, so as we grow older, she's get a little older each day too. It has come to my concern that mom's gonna grow old someday and she will need our support. Earnestly, I don't forward to the day, not a single bit. Not that I don't wish to support her, but more like, I don't want to see such a day where she will need support from us.<br /><br />Perhaps I will be going for overseas internship for 24 weeks. I'm still considering whether I should go for it. I mean afterall, this is a rare opportunity and it provides really good exposures. I wished I could be mature by then, and hopefully, be thankful for my friends and family around me in Singapore. I just feel like, I really need a long getaway.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-27173454084267587812011-12-21T00:34:00.002+08:002011-12-21T00:52:25.869+08:00IT'S HOLIDAY YO!It's nice isn't it?<br /><br />This holiday... It just feels like I'm back in Y1S1, where I lead a carefree life STILL, and all I do is head home straight after school and sleep the night away. Truthfully speaking, yeah I kinda miss this type of life... Bleah, actually... I know I miss this a lot.<br /><br />Commitments and maintaining relationship with different people I don't wanna miss out in my life is driving me crazy. Sometimes I just wanna be alone though, really. I hope people would understand that though (Which I doubt so). Cause if they'd understand, they wouldn't be putting more stain to what it has already accumulated.<br /><br />As much as I had like to, I really wanna spent times with different people at different point in life. Not too much into one person, but rather, as a whole. Actually, part of the reason why I'd like to do this is because hmmm... I realize friendship is pretty fragile.<br /><br />Without much time together, friends inevitablely seperates and lead their own life. I mean seriously, don't you find that true?<br /><br />I kind of screwed up every time because I didn't really 'try' to sort out time for people whom I deem important. If they are really that important, why didn't I do what I had to do? Cherish them? Treasure them? Make them stay buy my side?<br /><br />Reflecting on those happy times and memories we once shared together, it made me realize what I have been doing, or rather, what I've been missing out so far.<br /><br />'What happen to the friendship?', sometimes I wondered. Is it my fault? Am I that cold-hearted? Did I even try? Have I ever spare a thought? Should I do this? Should I do that?<br /><br />I know I know, I'm getting a little emotional here. Right right.<br /><br />26 is coming. Just wished some people were here to celebrate this 19th together. To be honest, I missed them terribly. Things are not going to change right here right now, but I believe in the near future, or perhaps 2012, things are going to get better.<br /><br />Nonetheless, I'm really glad most of my close friends will be here this year together. I can't afford to miss out any important people of my life.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-33398054900490795772011-10-27T15:13:00.004+08:002011-10-27T15:21:14.043+08:00would be yours, could be yours, should be yours.smiling to the world, i'm not as strong as i am.<br /><br />as much as i'd like to show the world my true-self, i never failed to get emotional when i'm alone, especially at nights, where streets are empty, and road goes exceptionally quiet. i really love taking long walk alone.<br /><br />gives me so much space and time to reflect alone, on what i want really. at times it makes me really wanna give up on certain things at that certain point in time, but i know i couldn't. i know it's too much to bear.<br /><br />i wished i can share them w/ someone... but there's only so much i can share. so much stuffs i'm unable to say as much as i like to.<br /><br />i'd really like to thanks those who say will be there for me when i need them... but as harsh as reality is, i wouldn't share them... nope, definitely not.<br /><br />i'm a person who likes to keep things to myself, becus i find it meaningless to say, given that they wouldn't understand still. you might ask how do i know when i haven't tell. i'm certain. nobody understand me as much. not even my own brother i say.<br /><br />i really love smiling though, making people happy and stuff, being a joke and making a fool out of myself. i wished people see through the tears in my eyes. the pain i'm going through. and the dark side i'm falling within.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-65162593067544328992011-10-13T19:04:00.002+08:002011-10-13T19:12:25.390+08:00hope and solidary momentsdear diary,<br /><br />lately i've been feeling upset and lethargic. i looked at myself in the mirror today and i asked myself what do i want exactly. the shagness from my face seems to tell me the answer.<br /><br />i feel like giving up. it felt so bad. it just felt so bad feeling all helpless and not being able to do anything when everything's fallen apart. when everyone's leaving and not being able to convince them to stay.<br /><br />i guess i need to take a step back and repriortize my commitments.<br /><br />this quote has been on my mind; "when the fight gets tough, the tough get going"... it has been keeping me from falling... but i don't know how can this last.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-81804950968298556492011-10-06T23:25:00.002+08:002011-10-07T00:04:45.182+08:00Great friends everywhereI had dare to say.<br /><br />Ever since I enter Republic Polytechnic, my life has been a roller coaster. Though been through lotsa hardships, downturns and sufferings... There are always a positive side that I'll look at, strive with, and look forward to.<br /><br />I'm counted lucky I guess... At least at different phrase of my poly life, there're always people I can turn to. There comes the main point. This post serve as a purpose to thank them for being there in parts and parcel of my life, so as to reminisce them, since we don't really get to hang out often now... but I really hope these friendships will prolong... really.<br /><br />Theese are the friends that really made me miss them dearly... As much as words could express, all I wanna say is, even though we might not be there for each other all the time, but you know you'll always have me when you need someone.<br /><br /><br /><ul><li>Jeremy, Jianwei, Timothy</li><li>Huiqi, Leemin</li><li>Koh Jiawen</li><li>Maimunah and Yiting </li><li>Yingzhen</li><li>Jaslyn</li><li>Verena, Cherie, Cheryl, Toh Boonyuen</li><li>Valerie Chui</li><li>Lim Geikchang</li><li>Apple Sng</li><li>Jace Low</li><li>Sherman and Diana</li><li>Charles and Tracy</li><li>Liz Chng<br /></li><li>Ng Weiting, Chia Weiting, Hidayah, Joelle<br /></li><li>Malcolm<br /></li><li>Weijie, Hongxuan, Edward, Nicholas, Amir</li></ul><br />As much as I would like to put all the pictures in, the picture exceeded the requirements. So... Damn it.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-88385749808492194102011-08-31T22:47:00.004+08:002011-08-31T23:26:31.515+08:00?其实,也不知道发生了什么事。突然的,好像什么都变了。。
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<br />我也不知道你发生了什么事,就好像你也不知道我们发生了什么事情。你似乎变成了另外一个人。感觉好像我们的友情已结束了,无法挽回了。好多事情,我都希望我知道问题出在哪。。可是,你不说,我们也不知道要怎么开口问你。
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<br />可能吧,你有了新的朋友,你觉得生活变得比较好一点,有人给你关心,给你安慰,给你鼓励。。其实,我们一直都在。。只是,你选择了告诉他们。你可能没有发觉吧,其实在你的世界里,只有那两个人对你最重要。你心知肚明。
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<br />你说你累了。。大家都很忙,没时间见面,了解彼此的生活,你说得对。谁不累?谁没有学业要忙?谁没有家庭问题?大家都在忍,大家都在为自己的目标而奋斗。你不觉得你有点小题大做吗?每个人都没有放弃,可是,你一点点就放弃了。也许说了这些,我们的友情会更加僵化,但有些事,我们都知道无法逃避。有些事,最终还是要解决的。
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<br />我们之所以是一个clique因为我们都了解彼此,体谅彼此,相信彼此。。可是,我们似乎不了解你了。你也不跟我们分享你所有的喜怒哀乐。不是我们不肯听,也不是我们不肯给你我们祝福,可是,你有试过吗?你宁可把所有的问题告诉她。。那,你又能怎么要我们开口问你?既然你选择不亲口告诉我们,选择让我们从其他的方式知道,这就更难让我们开口问你了。
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<br />我说你试过了。。是我们看不到吗?还是,你没真正试过就放弃了?
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<br />你不觉得很荒唐吗?你突然在blog说我们。请问,我们到底错在哪里?你知道我们很难受吗?你有想过我们的感受吗?你不肯说为什么,我们也没办法知道,问题永远都解决不了。。
<br />DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-27292269462854677572011-08-30T01:48:00.004+08:002011-08-30T01:54:26.475+08:00Post-exam feeling.UTs over!
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<br />It's finally holiday but we were only given 1 month holiday. Thanks uh RP. I bet this holiday wouldn't even be counted as a holiday since my calender are all filled with events and stuffs.
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<br />I'm really shocked by the amount of works I need to do just by looking at the calender. Just wish that all of this would be over soon. I will only need to last till graduation time!
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<br />Haha. I guess I really grown? From a guy that is always relying on others in Secondary School to a guy who is relatively independent now.. A guy who is capable on handling things just fine... except for friendship I guess.
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<br />I'm going to Perth soon! Really can't wait for it man! Chocolate factory... Farm stay... Pubs... and so many more. I bet it gonna be a fruitful trip!
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<br />Till then!
<br />DILLON. 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<br /></p> DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-43234195368828624432011-08-14T19:18:00.002+08:002011-08-14T19:22:06.344+08:00Been long!Been long since I last blogged man!
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<br />So sorry for the inconsistency of updates. I'm really kind of busy with all the school stuffs I have on hand right now. Sometimes I really find it extremely frustating to even find the time to sleep. Gosh.
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<br />UT is coming soon! My face -> :|
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<br />Speechless. I fare pretty bad for UT1 and UT2 so I guess I better buck up!
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<br />Off to study! Gambatte!
<br />DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-41171751006213288452011-07-07T00:02:00.017+08:002011-07-11T21:57:00.835+08:00To someone important..<span style="font-weight: bold;">Aaron Chan Fu Hao</span>.<br /><div><div><div><div><div><div><div><span style="font-style: italic;">How are you doing? I miss you so!</span><br /><br /></div><div> <img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; width: 266px; height: 400px; text-align: center; display: block; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626280274011533378" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiteGeCXzyUMdcIpcDGP9h4ML8J-y_5jHUOh1i2OBvMfh9nYtuCjh9C6P5ZmfGpVJMkqj0r4eJGR0WZDH7NZbbpdDE5-4HPihtTVDQqiu7CjpZslljlzkDPALDkmuVhIyqbtUkHxyRuN88M/s400/165101_458221967184_724872184_5094132_2515937_n.jpg" border="0" /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiRywyIWA3GQMvPM3Pi8oHxU9lEcLH4V6SaTc8IGm50v8BS3UMZ-qCt5U9sS8dGlDCD6o1jrG4JO4WRdLXSFcoNWv4Wpqhyphenhyphen3Nw1KfK7VcRJqa4b-CMb6GU1NJ97BYUpcUBaImrq7EbL61sP/s1600/166665_458234432184_724872184_5094412_2635669_n.jpg"><br /></a></div><div> </div><div> </div><div>I used to rely so much on him... So much that I couldn't do much without him. From Secondary 1-3, he was all there when I need him, whatever, whenever. My greatest pillar of support. I couldn't see it back then. I'm so sorry I took everything for granted.<br /><br /></div><div> </div><div>We used to be best friend forever in lower secondary school days. We used to go to school together, hang out together, have breakfast/lunch/dinner together and even ton together... We can spent a whole day together with endless topics. Life was so much easier then...</div><div> </div><div><br />All I have to do was to throw temper and he would definitely give in to me... Things got a little rough and things started to change. Nonetheless, he has always held an important position in my heart. I'm glad that the conflicts are finally over.. However... I guess I grew up way too slow... </div><div> </div><div>Now he's all alone outside at sea, trying to mark out a career in his life. And what have I got to compensate?</div><div> </div><div><br />The conflict seems to make him mature a lot. He seems so independent and reliable now. He's nice, do not procrastinate, treat people nicely with respect and always do his stuffs to his fullest potential. Now... compare to him, how much have I grown? And how much can I offer?<br /><br /></div><div> </div><div>I'm so sorry that I used to hurt you, consider the fact many people has tell me you're a rare friend and that I should had never behaved like this. I guess I was too childish back then. I was still expecting you to give in when what you needed was a little give back instead of me demanding all the time. Life is short and true enough, we can't cling on the past and expect every happy moments to come back. </div><div> </div><p align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3zZxpC3JxKTHEec3remonMHGg3fSUnoNhl6Qa5BYjetaauNsFlrz6kle3dI6Y57VUf0OHfFcWiHNKmKCoQnt49I7kE7C_WjLi_TFEvcFDZB8q2CpwFKNv3pZ8nSszcmPKnkj0YKMT31pq/s1600/168019_458222077184_724872184_5094134_5371092_n.jpg"><img style="width: 320px; height: 213px; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626278679439643554" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3zZxpC3JxKTHEec3remonMHGg3fSUnoNhl6Qa5BYjetaauNsFlrz6kle3dI6Y57VUf0OHfFcWiHNKmKCoQnt49I7kE7C_WjLi_TFEvcFDZB8q2CpwFKNv3pZ8nSszcmPKnkj0YKMT31pq/s320/168019_458222077184_724872184_5094134_5371092_n.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p> </p><p>But what we can do is to stay strong and look forward. You know we can do it!!! :)</p><p align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHTaRS0O0GHyTC_qsy8SL1fdbMezd52kZr31C7XXBrTIG1tte8fn2I_LI5c5h39wYb6R4kltLz67VisUl7HwLQN1r-i6A6mpz69fKddl9ZwZ-eBo1CR5TQiSm03ibqpMnQCSsqHNd2nzBH/s1600/164316_487009323800_757963800_5757528_2325905_n.jpg"><img style="width: 320px; height: 240px; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626278684723450914" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiHTaRS0O0GHyTC_qsy8SL1fdbMezd52kZr31C7XXBrTIG1tte8fn2I_LI5c5h39wYb6R4kltLz67VisUl7HwLQN1r-i6A6mpz69fKddl9ZwZ-eBo1CR5TQiSm03ibqpMnQCSsqHNd2nzBH/s320/164316_487009323800_757963800_5757528_2325905_n.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><p style="text-align: left;"><br /><br />I really miss you a lot! Do come back soon Redstar92! Hehe.<br /></p></div></div></div></div></div></div>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-64747112314173458842011-07-04T19:18:00.003+08:002011-07-04T19:24:15.205+08:0010 things I love<ol><li>Yellow!</li><li>Salty and sour food!</li><li>Drawing</li><li>To play volleyball</li><li>Cute/blur people!</li><li>Family, Clique, SG15, Vietnam family</li><li>Laugh and smile a lot</li><li>Lame jokes</li><li>Events (JIVE!)<br /></li><li>Myself<br /></li></ol>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-91844423244699154892011-07-04T19:16:00.001+08:002011-07-04T19:17:57.924+08:00You never need to know how much I feel about you.<div>Because all that doesn't matter.</div>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-37789442298768270282011-07-02T15:55:00.005+08:002011-07-02T16:07:00.159+08:0010 random facts about myself<ol><li>I think a lot. Before events, after events. Always trying to blame myself with all the mistakes that is done.</li><li>I get paranoid easily. I guess that's because I have really low self-eestem.</li><li>I'm sensitive. I guess which is why most of the time I stand in people's shoe and think. Probably the reason why I can tell the good from the bad.</li><li>I look at people's bad side the first time I saw them. </li><li>I have major stage fright.</li><li>I'm not so forgiving. I bear grudges and make sure they pay for their own mistakes.</li><li>I'm stubborn. I don't give in easily and I don't listen to instructions of my own level.</li><li>People who look down on me, I will make sure I prove them wrong.</li><li>If someone were to bully my friends, I would be the first one to step out and find justice.</li><li>I'm straightforward and sacarstic. </li></ol>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-45713769985172807172011-07-02T15:50:00.002+08:002011-07-02T16:06:52.246+08:00Happy goes lucky boy.<div>I'm really glad the fact that I met the most happening people where ever I go. </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>I'm on top of the world, because of them. :)</div>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-49690484569038019432011-06-04T00:06:00.003+08:002011-06-04T00:28:54.111+08:00Awkward!Just ended Pre U Seminar awhile ago...<br /><br />Decided to post this because the misses for them is way beyond what I can suppress. Indefinite love for them.<br /><br />I really miss all of them, esp Keith sleepy eyes, Ryan xiaodidi, Juddy, Lynnette94, Nedra94,Vanigirl, Haskel brother and many others. How I wish everyday was like the 5 days I had. Indefinitely, it has been one of the happiest moment in my poly life.<br /><br />I guess I'm really counted fortunate to meet all of them. Be it Vietnam ISLP trip or this Pre U Seminar thingy, they are like. Like so bonded.<br /><br />Now I'm waiting for the pictures to be upload, meanwhile. Let's take some preview!<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmrZQRjLmjxGOJYymPLu1Bkz39JfJLfvLRdINrdWXJ7OabszD-f5dFbCxdVvgwSGXYOPl7Dk_dRH10nOkEKjFSRpRHERD3ktWZwetIjYQ1n0nj9HLbHiJHuUnWv8OIVXwJGxrDrekOHOu7/s1600/249928_10150204365385629_565645628_6968839_3667469_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgmrZQRjLmjxGOJYymPLu1Bkz39JfJLfvLRdINrdWXJ7OabszD-f5dFbCxdVvgwSGXYOPl7Dk_dRH10nOkEKjFSRpRHERD3ktWZwetIjYQ1n0nj9HLbHiJHuUnWv8OIVXwJGxrDrekOHOu7/s320/249928_10150204365385629_565645628_6968839_3667469_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614027751430666466" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKhvK7QAYY8TDp-0TzILj4IxN5s0Gb9zXta1EUtwtrNOCboIDUGFmNn3D3mm2qAzFA5hEU2vUOolwmTJswUtHGaaa4RS5O6QxMek8OWBGAYWPUGJVemEC-OYbakzamymh56RAIwY8ys5j2/s1600/247556_10150208538078827_738968826_7093652_3912975_n.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKhvK7QAYY8TDp-0TzILj4IxN5s0Gb9zXta1EUtwtrNOCboIDUGFmNn3D3mm2qAzFA5hEU2vUOolwmTJswUtHGaaa4RS5O6QxMek8OWBGAYWPUGJVemEC-OYbakzamymh56RAIwY8ys5j2/s320/247556_10150208538078827_738968826_7093652_3912975_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5614031075908384306" border="0" /></a></div><img src="file:///C:/Users/admin/AppData/Local/Temp/moz-screenshot-5.png" alt="" />DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-27905802209529874212011-05-08T23:59:00.002+08:002011-05-09T00:16:05.761+08:00真的受伤了Now's that sister is getting married soon, I'm moving to her room. Got quite a no of stuffs to pack but I'm almost done.<br /><br />I miss sister. I know I'm going to miss her badly, now that she's not going to stay with us. :'(<br /><br />I will always remember the times when we were young, all those block catching, those times where brother and I waited so long outside her door just to get permission to play the computer. Not forgetting times where we spent in K sessions, hanging out, and her treating me nice and all. I really going to miss her badly I swear...<br /><br />Now as I was packing my stuffs, I found many stuffs that was of much value to me. I found many things that I got through from events. Such as name tags and badges etc. I guess I'm one year older now... Now that I'm in year two, I learnt so much. I experience so much from events, and from where I stand in the past, now is much more different. I managed to achieve what I want. I've never been so much determined before. But... look what I've done...<br /><br />I sacrifice my lifestyle, my friends, my sleep, my youth... Just to get what I want. This is the time where I'm suppose to enjoy, not working my ass off... But because of one word, "pride", I'm determined to prove everyone wrong. I found something more valuable as I search along my cabinet. I found many handwritten items and stuffs that clique has made/brought for me. I realize how much I neglected them. I realized I has taken them for granted. And that what they has given me has prove way beyond what I can provide them.<br /><br />I feel like a heartless fool. I didn't even attend Aaron's last farewell.... :'( And to call myself a good friend/brother of his. I utterly failed myself. I miss those times where we were still in secondary school.<br /><br />I don't know what I'm fighting for, what's worth fighting for. I don't know what can I do to make everyone happy. I don't know what I want. I don't think I have the capabilities to lead. Sometimes I just feel like shutting myself down. I wonder what would my friends feel if I were to isolate from them suddenly, not attending school, change number, address etc. Would they miss me? Would they search for me? Would they even care?<br /><br />I thought what I'm doing right now is what I want. I thought this way I might be happier. I thought I can provide everyone laughter with my leadership and personality. Seems like I'm wrong. No one appreciate and no one cares.<br /><br />Sometimes its just... I need someone to care. Give me the care and support I need. Love me with she got. That's all I need.<br /><br />But you hurt me today. Knowing that you don't care at all after telling the truth. I guess I was expecting too much from you. But no worries... I won't bother you anymore. That's the only thing I could promise you. Nothing more.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-82964605157918431002011-05-08T05:11:00.002+08:002011-05-08T05:18:23.154+08:00In the cornerI miss the accompanance of people... Of someone showing a little more of something and everything. A part of me want to throw myself into any arms that comes to me... But would it make me a little slut?<br /><br />I don't know. <br /><br /><br />But I feel really lonely everytime I'm left alone. :(<br /><br />I tried to keep myself occupy but I guess it won't hold as much I wish it could. <br /><br /><br />Xoxo, <br />Lonelyboy1992DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-52309818045808866222011-05-02T14:20:00.000+08:002011-05-02T14:22:20.202+08:00SighI still have no idea what I want... Useless much.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-88552434599085641222011-04-29T11:55:00.000+08:002011-04-29T11:56:04.171+08:00长大了。。。<h6 style="font-weight: normal;" class="uiStreamMessage" ft="{"type":"msg"}"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span class="messageBody"><span>'' 小时候,幸福-->很简单;长大了,简单-->很幸福。小时候,</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span><span>浪漫-->很奢侈;长大了,奢侈-->很浪漫。小时候,梦幻--</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span><span>>很美好;长大了,美好-->很梦幻。小时候,理想-->很坚定</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span><span>;长大了,坚定-->很理想。小时候,迷惘-->很遥远;长大后</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span><span>,遥远-->很迷惘。小时候哭着哭着就笑了,长大后笑著笑著就哭</span><wbr><span class="word_break"></span>了。''</span></span></h6>DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-75269612027494254552011-04-29T00:50:00.005+08:002011-04-29T00:59:30.840+08:00What's the next step?<span style="font-weight: bold;">Dear Diary,</span><br /><br />In whatever I do, I can never seems to win him. I can't seems to be complacent. No matter how much efforts I placed in. No matter how determine I am.<br /><br /><br />He had a head start. He had all the support. He always seems to be the only one getting all the opportunities.<br /><br />I had nothing. And its kills me not being able to get what I want.<br /><br /><br />Am I really that transparent? Jealously kills. Jealously shouldn't exist in the dictionary of "best friend". I just want to be recognize... For once.<br /><br /><br />I sucks.<br /><br />Teach me what to do next... I lost all my willingness to fight. I lost my ambition again....<br /><br /><br />I feel like breaking down. I suddenly miss everything in the past. But no one can see that. Absolutely no one.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I hate that thrist.</span><br /><br />Maybe a long hug would do me nice.<br /><br /><br />xoxo,<br /><!--3<br-->DillonDILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-38260629604423401002011-04-27T07:49:00.001+08:002011-04-27T07:51:03.022+08:00Be kind!Always be kind enough to do others a favor, you'll never know when you need theirs someday.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-60984207877628514632011-04-20T09:16:00.002+08:002011-04-20T09:16:59.955+08:00Yello.Very upset with something. More than words to say. <br /><br />K bye.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-75083295116497858792011-04-10T21:01:00.004+08:002011-04-10T21:12:39.297+08:00Tell me something I don't know...Honestly speaking, I had never expect anyone to read my blog... <br /><br />But I'm glad knowing people actually read them. At least someone care much enough to know what's happening in my life.<br /><br />Sorry for not updating them frequently due to the hectic schedule in school. <br /><br />Oh by the way, I JUST HAD A NEW HAIRCUT AGAIN!!!!! Yay? Hahahaha.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-203520482989552802011-04-08T01:15:00.003+08:002011-07-02T16:10:58.329+08:00Where I belong?Most of the time, I don't feel a sense of belonging. Not JIVE, not SOH club, not clique, not even home. I feel digress no matter where I go. Even though we might be hanging out together, the truth is, there isn't much topic for us to talk about. The reason why we hang out are in the name of it. We just wanted to recognize as part of it.<br /><br />I think I'm pathetic. I always feel that no one cares for me. And the harsh truth is, maybe there isn't. Or when there is, I find them too annoying. I need someone to know me better. Know when I'm feeling good, or perky so as not to provoke me.<br /><br />Question is, who am I? Who am I to deserve such a person?<br /><br />I'm just Dillon. And everyone is dying to see me fall. Everyone's living with a vicious heart of wanting to succeed. And what I need to learn now perhaps is to look at the positive side of people. Too often I have been looking at the bad side of people. That is why I never had too much of a "real friend".DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5458815338128207265.post-19912893243683755052011-04-03T06:32:00.001+08:002011-04-03T06:33:52.053+08:00Maybe someday...Someone will pull me out outta my fairytale. <br /><br /><br />Damn, I really need to learn.DILLON. Thttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08097593711424984052noreply@blogger.com0